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I woke up this morning
and the first thought into my mind was
Because I have to do it all over again.
I have to get up,
I have to go to school,
I have to listen to robots
who don't understand my way of thinking.
And I realize
I can't take it.

I can't take it anymore!
I can't stand it!
Every day is the exact same thing!
It's driving me mad and pissing me off!
I just can't take it.

I have no fear of pain,
no fear of others dying
because I know it's only fate
but why, I wonder, is this my life?
Why am I not trapped in a war,
why am I not driven to survive,
forced to escape,
obliged to attack?
When the worst hell I can think of,
the very worst that exists
in my strange-thinking mind
is repetition.

I can't stand it!
I need to get away!
But what can I do
when I'm just so "privileged"
to have a consistent life.
To be able to watch TV
and play sports.
To go to school
and be taught pointless notions
and non-existent morals.
I swear I'd give it all up in a second
just to end the loop.

I refuse to believe this is the "good life"
that THIS is the life everyone dreams of!
It's not! It can't be!
I'm craving for something,
I need an escape.
Get me out of this God-damned loop!
Send me into the world!

I hate the government,
I hate the schools,
I hate the "limited" medicine
and I can't stand this life.

I make no difference.
I'm not doing anything,
I can't do anything
when I'm taught I'm so privileged,
when it would be stupid to run
from such a wonderful life.
well, dammit!
I NEED to run!
I NEED to get away!
I can't take it!

I need to be the single soul to rise up against,
the one who's voice is heard on the wind,
the one who breathes in nothing but pollution
and who dreams of fresh air.
I need to be something!
I need to do something!
I need to be out of this loop!

Because I'd rather die young
and for a cause
than old and for nothing.
Ugh! I was so mad when I wrote this. I'm so sick of doing the same thing over and over and over. I need a cause to do these things!

(c) Go-a-Green-a
InnuendoXGirl Featured By Owner May 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Repetition is the worst! I hope you find something to separate your days!
Go-a-Green-a Featured By Owner May 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks. I'm searching.
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